This is a collection of fictional writes that takes you into the minds of the demented. Some pieces were inspired by female serial killers like Elizabeth Bathory, or Australian Occultist and artist Rosaleen Norton. Others were born from my interest in Criminal Minds and Law and Order SVU.
Bathe in the blood with me
Take pride in what we've done here baby
This is exquisite, they should give us all the credit
How beautiful her incision's hidden
Done with the utmost precision then laced with crimson colored ribbon
Left displayed like the finest art
Gallery worthy, so very purdy but a heart that's no good, she wasn't pure, that bitch was dirty
A whore of beauty, we had to make sure she died cruelly
Hung above our tub, body draining like a faucet
The scarlet stream of the velvet liquid dribbled against my nipples and made me tingle
See the hearts I drew on the wall for you
Then licked my finger
Left traces on my lips for you to ingest as we kiss
Now you can taste her too
Get even closer, listen as I softly whisper
"I want you"
Vertically with symmetry
I slit your wrists horrifically
This twisted scissory has you suffering
It's exciting me, delighting me, the ultimate in fantasy
Practically gift wrapped and handed to me
Silver slab I've laid you on, is the silver platter I'll fillet and serve you on
Catching on?
I'll grind you finely, spread you mindfully Like pâté on a special holiday
But label you as hummus
A completely meatless substance
Then make vegans eat you
Birds, I'll kill two
Feed my passive aggressive tendencies
while testing out cannibalistic recipes
Welcome to my precarious foreplay
Past's ghosts threaten mind's menagerie
Doorways beyond the elevator's closing
Holding hands with an incubus roaming
I want to watch the defenseless
as it pleasures them with wickedness
My hollow heart breaks from its housing
Cage's open to haunted hallways
Doorways await my nightmare's fantasy
Pay a visit to a different side of me
Have my way with practicality
Strip away it's dignity
Fuck it, revoke all privileges
Blow up their comfort zones
Show them what I've grown to know
Take their sunshine use it to set them on fire
Burn until extinguished by a hurricanes soaking rain
Let the bolts be the only light they see again
Bring the thunder, let it deafen them
I just can't care
Still could never compare to my despair
Compassion's been replaced by sick intentions to devastate
It's after midnight and he is just getting in
From our bed I hear the keys rustling
He seems to be fumbling
in a rush, then the door opens up
It's dark but I can see he is shaking, saying something but in a voice that's low and fading
I get up and go to him to see what's the matter
I see it, the splatter, on his face it's caked
his hoodie and hands covered
He has finally done it, he's murdered somebody
I am not surprised, he had always trusted me
Long ago confided of his fantasy
I knew the day would come that I'd be faced with the decision
Turn him in or help keep it hidden
Without hesitance I take him by the hand
and lead him to the shower
Strip him of all clothing, turn on the water
Start a fire, and wait
Watching flames lick at the wood and contemplate
One by one I throw them in
Every single piece of clothing
I return to the bathroom and get in with him
I scrub him head to toe, toe to head
Again and again until I'm
confident
I find him clean tshirt and shorts to put on
Hold him close and he knows
Knows I'm there for him, it's all he has ever wanted from me
To know I could handle his fantasy
Seated at an antique desk in the dark of a study is somebody cursed to eternal melancholy
A legendary writer with a reader of just one
She exists as his only someone
Been apart a few too many days
along with pen's phrase
But the second she returns home
His mind no longer struggling with alone
Decides it's time, he must write
By the single flame of a candle's warm glow
He takes a stab at it, gives it a go
Writes M U R D E R onto the page
It's been titled, and she anxiously awaits
In his past the others have run in fear
but for her it's what draws her in
brings her near
Behind his ink, always malicious intent
ending lives by way of pen
Nothing's more satisfying
Hands behind his head, slightly reclining
She moves her chair
Space between them looks inviting
She's invading, he's ignoring
His arms now down in front of him leaning
Brain scheming, she is sneaking kisses on his neck, hands on his leg, inner thigh to be exact
It's no use, he is nearly impossible to distract
Until she takes her tongue from his finger tips
Up the side of the pen, back down again
Licking the barrel to the top and clicking it up and down with her mouth
So his writing must stop
Now she's sucking on it, he feels it in his cock
Erect and pulsing through jeans
She found his weak spot
He pulls the pen from her lips and says
"Here baby, allow me to assist"
He gets rough with it
The pen goes too far and she begins to gag
So he pulls back
Along with her head by handful of hair
Looks in her frightened tear filled eyes and says, "How I've missed you dear"
Licks her neck and goes for ear
A bite a nibble turn into a kiss on parting lips
Then VIOLENT
Hands on her throat raising her feet
and he says, "LEAVE ME"
Releases his grip watching as she drops to the floor in fetal position
Pounds on desk top with both fists
Trying desperately to resist
Has these urges, dark fantasies of killing sprees
Tries always to protect her from reality
He isn't well you see
But she won't ever leave, she doesn't believe
"He would never hurt me" she always thinks
His love for her isn't like any other
Not what one finds in romance novels
Not the same as a new love or one that's endured time
This love was formed of rhyme
The language which he knows best and feels to be the only one with any value in this life
She speaks it fluently for him so symbolically she is his wife
Stripped away clothing, dragged
Hands bound behind back, removes gag
The gift horse's mouth spread wide
Closely examines her insides
She tries to not cry, but he continues to pry
Looks to the delivery man still standing beside
Replies, "Alright"
Hands shake, the man backs away
Closes the door behind
Has both hands on cheeks and whispers, "Looks like you're mine"
Places one around her neck, down
her back, tracing the exposed spine
He begins to untie
Slowly undoing the knots
Begins to massage her wrists
Too exhausted to resist and allows it
Is almost grateful, the restraints were painful
He rubs her shoulders, then a bit lower
Bends her elbow slowly, massages thoroughly
Seats her at the table, explains in order to eat one must be faithful
All abiding, non compliance would prove fatal
She is strong, survival skills beyond the regular
She looks him in the eyes, graciously says, "As you wish master, I am here for you now and ever after"
He nods and pushes a plate in front of her
She is hesitant and thinks a minute
Asks where was his, she would not feel comfortable eating with out him
Offers to share, he pulls up a chair
He reaches over strokes her hair
"I'd beware" then slams her face onto the table as if to say "Don't dare"
She lifts her head with blood on her lips and leans in for a kiss
He can't resist
She can fake desire and passion like no other
This man has no idea he has invited in a monster
She is the most dangerous of species
Giggles to her self, "Rookie"
"Shall we?"
They eat quietly
Her mind in high gear plotting bonding
Developing his dependence upon her
She knows to win she must become his everything-
Trusted friend, mother figure and lover
When he can no longer imagine a life without her
He will be made to eternally suffer
If you believe her capture was random you'd be foolishly assuming
Nothing here by chance
All her sick twisted manipulative doing
“What's that babe, the Fireball has you feelin ill?
Here, just take two, three, I don't know, eleven of these pills
Let's take that dress off so you can get comfortable
I have this all under control
Just let me handle
Here lay down and relax, I'll be right back”
"What did you say those pills were called," she's slurring from down the hall
"Cotton Oxy, Is that what you said?"
As she slides down the wall onto the floor hitting her head
He scoops her up like the perfect gentlemen
Props her onto the big fluffy pillows
Lookin like a cheap Salvation Army storefront mannequin
He only sees her as other people's used goods
What kind of dumb bitch agrees to a date with a man who resides in the woods?
Even he was surprised at her stupidity
Typically they don't come over so willingly
Like that last one, she was a doosie, very gutsy
Almost impossible to get her to agree
She put up one hell of a fight from the inside of the trunk
Until he pulled over and, CLUNK!
Amazing how many uses there are for an old Louisville Slugger
Man that was his favorite toy from when he was younger
You know, before his life was changed, before all those bad thing occurred
that made him deranged
Why did his mom have to love that man?
If only she never brought him into the fam
A man that held so much power and authority
Yet inept morally
Years on the bench presiding, but simply disguising
At home a monster, nothing about him spoke man of honor
Never once did he behave like a father
Beating the mom into submission
Made sure she knew her place was in the kitchen
At night creeping into bedrooms where he gave orders like the courtroom
Sentencing this child to rape and torture
Where the fuck was the law and order?
An untouchable man from prosecution
Cause no one would believe this was how he treated his women and children
The boy now a man prone to violence and rage
Lives alone deep in the woods disengaged
Removed from society, trees providing privacy
For a serial killer and rapist to carry out his fantasy
Now his latest catch lies on his bed. So beautifully incapacitated by medication and booze
He can easily have his way with her without even a bruise
He makes sure each rape and kill are never the same
The best in the game. He isn't looking for fame like others who kill
Just the desire in himself that he wants to fill
There is no pattern to link these killings together
He's been very careful, been very clever
This one will die at the hands of an overdose found outside the club she frequents on weekends called Angelo's
It's where she told her family she was going, won't be a shock when she's found in her car dead at the bar's closing
He's very careful not to leave behind DNA, shaved off all body hair earlier today
He uses a condom while having sex
Resists the urge to place his hands on her neck
He read about every mistake others had made and meticulously drew up a plan to which he never strayed
Dresses her back up, even brings her vomit he saved in a cup. Puts her in the front seat of her own car
I know, I know it's very bizarre
He places her head on the steering wheel and opens her mouth
Pours it out
Making sure some is on her lips and dress
It's quite the disgusting mess
He gets in his car and heads home not an ounce of remorse is ever shown
He cleans up his bedroom and sits at his desk where he begins to plot how to kill next
Carcass left lonely in a field
Just another roadside causality
another victim
Hearts been stolen by a poacher
Ribcage disassembled
The bones stacked nearby
now a makeshift firepit
A man warms his hands
Eyes closed and head held to the sky
He soaks it in
All he's accomplished, what he's obtained
Prizes from the hunts
The collection sits at his feet
and he feels fulfilled
A gentle hand rests on his shoulder
and he tilts back for a kiss
His "one" at his side through it all
Setting the traps
This latest is a big win
She decides it's too special to be kept for display
Suggests it be ingested by both of them
They cook it over the fire and dine on the finest fare in the land
He licks the juice running down her chin
She bites his tongue
and pulls away, reminder she's in charge
And he could be silenced if she so chooses
He yanks her from her delusion
onto her back and mounts her
Sits upon her abdomen,
holding her writs to her ears
and again licks her lips
Daring her to take a second bite
but her lips part to him
and they kiss
I am a dangerous circus performance
A balancing act
An untamable cat
There is thrill in the eye of death
go on, face me
I'll stare down to your last breath
Forget you, no regret
No remorse
Kitty roars, wages wars
Settles scores
Locks clown's car doors
Pours the gasoline over the machine
Burns clean
Beautiful tragedy scene
Elephant in the room dressed in costume
Breaking shackles
Everyone scrambles
Tramples the trampolines
Ends the gymnast's routine
Terror bearer, pleasure center
Big top tremor, tent collapse
I stand back and clap
Applaud the catastrophic
I am apathetic, unapologetic
This is my best performance
Seek no penance or absolution
I am content
Submerged in satisfaction
I'm pacing again
Back and forth clenching the pen
My hand is twitching with these feelings
A madman inside my damn mind
He needs freedom to unveil this tale of torment
I'm disoriented at points
Seeing flies on the wall
Eyes small but they surely know all
They have been watching the pain
Listening to a silent suffering
Keeping vigil while I've been harboring this monster
But I can no longer silence the violence
He is gripping my wrist
Twisting until I submit and become his instrument
I write for him, all his sins
Deepest darkest desires to destroy and devastate masses in one instance
One event so wicked, summoning all witches and warlocks to the wishing well Where they drown all hope and happiness
Conjure up crazy creatures crushing all conscience's
Leaving a population in a state of anything goes
Exposing blackened hearts
He is finally content and I am instructed to sign off
With No Regards
Cold black eyes that stay dry
Escaping from the cries
A dark ghost inside
That hides my smile
Squeeze tight
This broken heart
Stay awhile
Take off your shoes
Those socks too
Dance with me on eggshells
Welcome, this is my hell
Here we are stuck in think
The mind's fog's thick
Thoughts skip
Repetitive condition
Repetitive suspicions
Repetitive repetition
Constant thought onslaught
Daily battle fought and lost
Be a ghost and let me see you clearly
I'm sleepy baby, come visit me
Haunt my hallways, pass through my doors
Hear your threatening footsteps on those creaky hard wood floors
Anticipate your arrival in this uncomfortable silence
Jaws tightened, I'm frightened but my legs widen
I'm inviting awaiting your arrival
Arousal in goosebumped skin
Senses heightened, spiritual awakening
Rooms darkening as moon's lights weakening
Black clouds are coming in
I feel him
Strangely soothing
His winds whipping round my skin
He's comforting, his presence covering
As he's coveting, my bodies warming
A silent warning as he is entering
Invading crevices everything pulses
I'm unconscious
A dream state in another sanity
A sanctuary for the imaginary
Raspberry skies over lagoons of blue taboos
He whispers, "I've got you"
Drowning together in the shallow
Cellophane veins collapse in relapse
Clasps tight, fists and feet so elegant
in the eminent
Death's bed inside golden locket
Worn round neck of the prophet
Scarlet sheets and loves deceit
Concrete teeth crushing me
Hearts hinges closing
to eternal sleep
I ate bad plants
Hallucinated, I'm here holding hands with a madman
He wants to play hangman with humans
and I ask to join him
Not really good at this blank filling
But ripping off the body parts
That's where I make a killing
I'm sure I'm losing intentionally
Deranged, I'm ill mentally 👹
Made some bad plans
Manipulated myself and advanced
This game contains both Johns and Janes
Saddles and reigns, bitching and complaints
Queens, kings and their gestures
Middle fingers and violent tempters
Remember that horse throat?
and how she choked
That was pretty deep,
Jack's off and running to
find further meaning
Demoralizing, murals of mules neutered
testicles
Skewered, grilled n consumed
Depicted on the quilt your mom quivers in
Closely examine this artist's workmanship
That's some world class crafting type shit
Most likely from virgin wool
Kinda cool like a rubber covered cucumber
A true bible humper
Oh the secret's you'll discover
Hamper holds her unmentionables
Smelling of incense and moleskine
incest and grieving
Sins and belief in
Obedience to a man and a God
Spare the cod, broil the child
Lemon butter, white wine and garlic
or have it black-and call it exotic
Bloodlust at dusk, carnivore lurking behind the sycamore's, throat hoarse from serenading the most recent corpse, singing while ripping into flesh exposing bone, tone and pitch making even the deaf wince and groan, pain so piercing through this evening's feeding, needing the bleeding, wanting even the marrow inside, delight in ulna snaps, perhaps even better tasty ovaries cooked over easy, oh so creamy with toast and butter, a side of bladder, what's the matter? Is this monster filled with too much anger? Description of such a violent and grotesque act just to see how you'll react. Who's more feared the character that I describe or the mind in which this story resides?
I am not like the evil you speak
The sweetness that coats me
Runs inches deep
Feed off my brightly colored candy shell
Get down to my insides where darkness dwells
It's not a hell that you describe
Not of the devil you subscribe
This is something you have longed to achieve
I am made from self serving pedigree
Generations long, carefully conceived
Genetically, mentally unstable
But I am a faithful angel
From the same type hands that rocked my cradle
Seeds of man span back to the broken
Eternally damned who plot and plan
Executed their procreation
So here I am
Not comparable to satan
But one of a complex networks creation
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